I am pretty disappointed this morning. Pretty mad and a bit hurt. No response to my email, not even a hello I ‘m back, how you doing.
So the decision made been made for me and it’s no surprise. I know the situation was too much for her and I and knew she wanted out of it. She made the smart decision. I was to emotionally involved and didn’t want to cut the ties.
Tonight I will go see her a tell her goodbye. No talking. No kissing. I just going to say I won’t be able to come see her anymore for awhile until I can get over her. Seeing her won’t be easy.
I know just have to deal the initial haertache and work on getting over her. Not going to see her will make it easier.
On a side note, women’s intuiton is a scary thing. My told me last night she had a bad dream that I was in love with someone else, but didn’t want to tell her. I guess my feeling and actions were telling, although I was trying hard for them not to be.
It almost seems like a cruel joke by someone. “Let’s take 2 people who have no chance of being together and make them fall in love with other and see what happens” Not very funny.
I appreciate everyone’s comment on this. It really did mean a lot to me. I’ll stop being such a wuss now and start blogging on another topic. Just another scar on my beat-up heart. Time to move on…….thanks.
I appreciate everyone’s comments on this subject. It really meant a lot to me. I’ll stop being such a wuss
Boy, I just read through what I wrote. Pretty choppy. I think my brain works faster than my fingers…..
I’ve had to do the same as you are doing now. I had to tell the man that I love GOOD BYE and it was hard. But the sad thing is we still talk on the phone. The good thing on my end is that he left for 6 months and that has helped me out alot. Him not being here and seeing his face and feeling his touch has helped me alot. Now don’t get me wrong hearing his voice and his lies once again has made me still stick around for awhile but i’m doing lots better. Time will tell and you have to give it time. But my big fear now is that he is coming home in 2 weeks and I’m going to need to be stronger than ever.
Sorry, I snooped on your page and I found it similar to mine. (found you on Rannaland’s blog) I hope you don’t mind I will add you on my blogroll.
Good luck to you!
Thanks Butterfly. The more the merrier. Now I’ll have to snoop around your page.
Ya it kinda sucks, but I am just going to have to cut all ties for now. There is no other way I can get over her. She still wants to be friends and still wants to see me, but I can’t do that.
Like you, it is tempting to stay in contact. The problem for me is I am causing my self to much pain. That’s not good. I guess you have to make up your own mind, whether you can deal with it or not by seeing him.
I my case it will just kill me to see her with dating someone else and talking about someone and pretend to be friends. Just can’t do that right now.
Glad to meet ya…..
Your going to be just fine honey. This kind of thing does take time. Just hang in there and I promise things will work out the way they are supposed to. I’m here if you need me!! You got my email if you want to use it instead! Take care man!
I sent someone an important email last week and I was quite upset after 3 or 4 days when I hadn’t received a response. It turned out they’d never received it…..
It sounds odd to me that she hasn’t responded. Don’t jump to conclusions until you know for sure.
That dream of your wife’s is pretty scary, eh? Farrk.