Sitting around stewing in my own juices is driving me crazy and I am expending to much energy. I simply can’t wait to get things off my chest.
So I composed and email to the “other” I expressed pretty much everything that was going through my head. And I sent it. Now I will have to just wait for the response.
I need to know what her thoughts and feelings are, this is not a casual play anymore, for me anyway.
Feel alot better now and can focus on other things.